i had a post typed up last night- and i deleted it. it was harsh. suffice to say that i have had some stressful days this week and i have watched too much elizabeth hasselbeck to last a lifetime. she lives with dubya in a fantasy world where everything is beaver cleaver and stepford wives. it is embarrassing that she speaks in public. i ripped her a new one last night, but then i thought- to what end? she wouldn't ever read it and wouldn't believe it if she did. if you are stupid enough to think that al quaeda was behind 9/11 and stupid enough to believe that going to iraq and invading it was the right thing to do-- if you are stupid enough to believe that torturing another human being is the best way to get info or spying on people will keep you safe- my words would be lost.
my mom's health is not good right now- she is very weak and had a bout of stomach flu this week. my dad came to visit a few weeks ago and out of courtesy- i let him. i have had a bit of time to reflect about relationships and made the decision to end a long term one this week. done and done. one can't force a relationship with another. you either have one or it isn't there. life is too short to have to be tolerant and accommodating to everyone. don't get me wrong- i realize that to live in harmony one has to compromise and tolerate certain things. i am married. there are certain things that shouldn't be tolerated and i expound on them on a regular basis. anyhoo- it has been a long week- had company too- an old friend who is more family than anything else- is here until friday. so- i am still reflecting on relationships- and you will probably have to suffer a 'real' post in the future. :)